NEW YEARS

It's New Years! See? The picture is a girl in a kimono! Love kimonos I want one >.< So yupp the new year is here! It's been a DECADE AND 3 YEARS SINCE I WAS BORN WOW!! Still shocked by that lol. Well our house is party central. All the itty bitties are asleep in my bro's room. He seems ticked that he doesn't have a room to sleep in tonight. Ah who needs sleep? Strange child wanting to sleep. It's 11:46, so I'm signing off. Need to get ready to scream and watch lots of movies. And eat junk food. Me and my new year tradtions. Have a great new year everyone! Hope this one is awesomer than the last one ;P
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Christmas :D

10:30 on a Christmas night :) Fun fun fun! I'm proud to say this is the first blog post uploaded from my new FANTASTICALLY ULTRA SUPER AWESOME LAP TOP!! Can you tell I'm happy?? I have the best parents in the world! Highlights of my presents would be:
-LAP TOP (duh)
-MP3 (my bestie got it for me :D)
-Play Station2
-Paramore's new album Brand New Eyes
-$75
I think I hit the jack pot this year XD anyways I need to wrap this up quick because my mom is sending me to bed at 11 on Christmas night! JEEZ :( I told her it's Christmsa I get to stay up till 12! Her response: that's New Years. Lol that did make me laugh after she left :D I have a bunch of J-pop on my MP3 already, and I got new jammies that rock XD they're blue and stripy black and silky! Kicked my Dad's butt on Play Station >:D very cool very very! Having a sleepover with Cammy tomrrow :) Gonna stay up and have a Bleach marathon and watch as many eps as we can >:D Who knows maybe we'll finish the show! There's only 40 more we need to watch!!! lol wish us luck XP Night to all, and a very merry Christmas! If you don't celebrate Christmas hapyp Hannukah or uh... any other religion ;P night!
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Yup looke me and my budz! I'm the purple on the side, Chris is the red one, and Annie is the blue one in the middle looking stupid! YA THAT'S RIGHT YOU HEARD ME ANNIE!! rofl I like being stupid! I know it's been a while since I posted (a while) but here I am now! Things that have happened the past 20 days...
-my friend's sexuality was questioned (we thought he was gay)
-I got tackled from behind
-I got new Lord of the Rings posters (nerd...)
-I babysat and got $20
-I used that 20 to buy new pencils and James Patterson's new book Witch and Wizard!
-I read Witch and Wizard
-I choked on gum
-I most likely failed the SAT's but that doesn't matter cuz I'm in middle school!
-I stumbled across yaoi by accident on Fanfic and scarred my eyes
-I died
Interesting eh?? ROFL!! I didn't really die, but after that fanfic I sort of skimmed through I wish I had. Actually I saw about three words screamed and shut down my computer. I won't tell you what they were. Yaoi is painful. Don't read it. And if you don't know what it is, that's great! I suggest you lucky and never try to read it unless you're a pervert or something. On other subjects, there's a big heaping mound of Christmas presents under my tree just begging to be opened. The tree is named Bobert, long for Bob. I love him. He is my tree. Ok ya anyways... I guess that's it! Not much has happened in almost 20 days (unfortunately) OH WAIT!! So it's Christmas break right?? I'm getting kidnapped!! Annie is taking me to New Mexico next week to learn how to snowboard! By learn, we're both gonna get some snowboards and hope it's like skateboarding. Anyone been snowboarding that can tell me if it's like skateboarding?? Oh well I'm hungry so I'm gonna go... byez!
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music and fanficz! plus Saturday pains...

Death Cab for Cutie and Nutcracker Ballad don't exactly go together, I have just learned! I'm attempting to listen to "I Will Follow You Into The Dark" on youtube but my sister is listening to her Nutcracker CD and they're playing all these different songs that people danced to and I can't take it!! MY SONG IS BEING RUINED!! RAWR!! I like Nutcracker and I totally respect it; it's original and has some really talented dancers. BUT DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE IS BETTER AND IT IS MESSING UP THE SONG!! DIE CD PLAYER DIE!! lol now that I got that out... check out Death Cab for Cutie is you don't know who they are! I like the album Plans :) onwards! I updated "Over the Moon" chapter 3! *tears up* I'M SO HAPPY LOL!! I think I might have finally found a beta which I have searched for :) my readers would probably be forever-grateful to my beta, because I have typos and all sorts of other crap XD I'm gonna work on a Hitsugaya one-shot for his bday the 20th of December! and it might be Hitsuhina I'm not sure... :)I'll have Ukitake's bday fic the day after that, cuz his bday is the 21st! guess what?? tomorrow I have to wake up super early to get my super-tired butt over to who-knows-where and take the SAT test! I am in 7th grade, and being so I am freaking out XP I qualified for this Duke TIP program thing so I got into taking the SAT at an early age, although it won't count as the real thing. The time I finish the test tomorrow will approximately be the time I WAKE UP ON SATURDAY!! MY BRAIN DOESN'T FUNCTION AT 7:30 IN THE MORNING WHAT WERE THEY THINKING MAKING THE TEST THAT EARLY THE FOOLS?! ok my ranting is out... rawr! Oh and I don't know if they read my blog (I'll email them the link XD) but I would love to say thank you to both of my grandparents for basically everything! the lunch money... the hot chocolate (I'm drinking some now)... and anything else :D my mind is on a blank right now because I am psyched for the new eppie of Shugo Chara! I am sure it will rock :) OKZ I am gonna go now, I have some emails to send, cram studying to do, we're decorating Bobert (our Christmas tree his nickname is Bobert long for Bob), and the usual :) BYEZ
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lemon heads and snow...

I have Mr. Ice Ice Baby as my picture for this blog!! LOL does anyone else love Bleach?? More specifically... does anyone love Hitsugaya Toushiro on Bleach?? If not... go to adult swim and watch it or www.onepeaceofbleach.com and go to their Anime list! BLEACH WILL ROCK YOUR FRICKING SOCKS OFF!! ok now that I'm done with that... I've been eating lemon heads like crazy. Ok, I said that :D moving on... OMFG IT SNOWED TUESDAY?? I THINK?? I THINK IT WAS TUESDAY... WELL IT SNOWED ON TUESDAY I BELIEVE OMFG YAY SNOW I LOVE SNOW IT SNOWED HERE BEFORE IT SNOWED IN CHICAGO ISN'T THAT TOTALLY WEIRD?! I think the weather broke... :D for those of you who read my newest fic (yes I admit it, it's for Twilight and not an Anime... shocked aren't you?) "Over the Moon" it will be update shortly-ish?? JEEZ I HAVE TO TAKE THE SAT TEST!! I am totally psyched of course but I forgot it was THIS Saturday, and they sent me this practice booklet in the mail like two months ago that I flipped through and shoved under my messy paper pile! I tried to find it but I couldn't... so I'll try again later and cram tomorrow/Saturday. Why do they let 7th graders take the SAT?? I mean, I am happy that I get to test my skills yada yada (I don't have many skills via school department) but it's stressing me out!! Jeezums...! I am freezing because my hair is all wet from my shower and my toes are cold Dx I just ate another lemon head! My teeth feel funny... is it made with real lemons?? OMG I need to go update myself about the max-movie (do you read Maximum Ride? If not... I k33l joo wit meh awshum sw0rd thingY...) OK BYE NOW!!
~~screamz (can yo tell I'm on a sugar high?!)

it is December first? Do you know what that means?? Well, besides the start of December.. IT'S IKUTO'S BIRTHDAY!! See, look at the picture of him holding Amu's hand!! YAY!! I am such an Amuto freak... ROFL! anyways I've been neglecting my blog (I sound just like my Uncle...) soooooo yup! Today on the way home from school, it was raining! I live down the street from school, so I walk :D I took off my jacket and tied it around my waist, and took my shoes off! Then, in December, in 45 degree weather, I walked home in the rain! I got home and I was SOAKED! Mom seemed ticked... I don't know why (yes I do XD) I wrote a one-shot in honor of Ikuto's bday! Here's my fanfic profile link, if you wanna check it out! http://www.fanfiction.net/~screamerxoxo Anyways I'm gonna go work on "Over the Moon" my twilight fic for a bit, so yup that was a quick update! I'll be on and off as the week comes yada yada...
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Thanksgiving and other random

Well, it's Thanksgiving and I'm already hungry XDD I haven't left the dark depths of my room yet, but I hear and smell lots of things happening *droolz* I really don't want to do my homework today *sigh* maybe I'll force myself to read and annotate... and then I'll do the study guide later? BLARGH *shoots homework* yayz ^^ onward! I got bored so I started reading Breaking Dawn again XDD lol I still have to read 7 more books! last 2 pendragon books, Ghost Girl, Cryptid Hunters, last 2 books from Dead series, and Vampire Mountain from Cirque du freak :D I also need to update the bonus chap of Lock and Key today (or tomorrow) and and I'm gonna update Over the Moon on Saturday still... I think XP I'm making slow but steady progress!! I also got a beta offer for Over the Moon, super grateful for that and I hope that she's my beta soon ;P I think she's a girl... ugh I'm so tired my brain is wacky... cuz my parents had me go to bed around 10:30 last night since I've been up past 2 the last week, except I couldn't fall asleep >> I remember crashing around 12 and waking up about an hour or two later; I have been awake EVER SINCE!!!! jeez what's with the whole nocturnal thing here? LOL speaking of nocturnal I always keep the lights off in my room even at night because I like to keep it dark and I don't much like the sun right?? so one day my little sister walks in, looks around the pitch black room, and tells me "I'm going to call you vampire" then she just walked away XP so, just if you're all wondering, immortality suites me XDD ROFL!! I'm gonna go work on the chapters now, because I don't want to disappoint my readers ^^
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again with New Moon!

LOL we saw New Moon AGAIN! my 3rd time :D me and my budz are about to go watch TV and stay up all night XP we were watching stupid videos on youtube! YIPPEE!! Alex is putting a rubberband on her glasses... and called herself weird XD yay for weirdos!! we shall be the three... weird... musketeers! WHOOT!! lol this is gonna be a short post, but I had a blast at New Moon (as always)! I was saying their lines at least 2/3rds of the movie :P me and Alex were just quoting and Cammy was staring at us and telling us to be quite :D yup that's basically it, since we're gonna go watch some movies! TEAM JACOB!!!
run with the wolves~screamer

par-tayz and fics :D

Duuuude I've been a party animal! So last night my sister had peeps come over and I partied with them, then I went to New Moon with my friend Alex and one of her friends, then I came home and stayed up all night with one of the girls that slept over from the party (my sister fell asleep >>) today I'm having my own party with my budz (Alex included) and we're gonna go see New Moon around 7 or 8 (it'll be my third time XDD) then the three of us will come to my place and party! YAYZ!!! and we'll be all hyped up on sugar and stuff and jumping around and my sister will get no sleep >:D I've been up till at least 1 the past 4 nights too XDD onwards! I updated the first chapter of Over the Moon (a BellaXJacob fic) AND PEOPLE LOVE IT!! I already have 7 reviews on the first chapter!! that's like, half of what I got altogether on my Shugo Chara fic :P I am pleased ^^ as usual, yours truly is listening to her mp3 XDD song? Not gonna get us by Tatu Girl I think... I dunno ever since my mp3 screen broke my brain has been faulty XP can't wait to see New Moon again tonight... I'm hoping to see it as many times and more as I saw Twilight. I saw Twilight in theaters 8 times :P teehee~ man I'm sugarhigh right now I swear my leg is twitching :D LOL peace out yo!
rock-on\m/ screamer
PS you see the girl in the picture?? with the hat? ya, I HAVE THAT HAT!! I'm wearing it right now ^^ I♥ meh panda hat :D

dream XP

ok so I fell asleep last night after an attempt at writing (epic fail) on my desk! I just now woke up and had these totally weird dream!! I was swimming in an ocean beside a dolphin and then I swam to shore. I got out, and the moon was shining down on just me. It began to rain and I walked through the mist and saw a white tiger with a dandelion in its mouth. I blinked and I was suddenly floating in outer space. It was dark and cold and I saw a comet flash past. Then it began to rain again I realized it was my tears. Then the image of a spider flashed past and I woke up O.O so...

To dream that you are swimming, suggests that you are exploring aspects of your unconscious mind and emotions. The dream may be a sign that you are seeking some sort of emotional support. It is a common dream image for people going through therapy. To dream that you are swimming underwater, suggests that you are completely submerged in your own feelings. You are forcing yourself to deal with your emotional difficulties. (ok then... so I'm having emotional issues?)

To see a dolphin in your dream, symbolizes spiritual guidance, your intellect, mental attributes and emotional trust. Utilize your mind to its capacity and you will move upward in life. Alternatively, it suggests that a line of communication has been established between the conscious and unconscious aspects of yourself. Dolphins represent your willingness and ability to explore and navigate through your emotions. To dream that you are riding a dolphin, represents your optimism and social altruism. (well that's nice...)

To see the moon in your your dream, represents some hidden, mysterious aspect of yourself. It is often associated with the feminine mystique and intuition. Alternatively, the moon signifies your changing moods.(so I'm having mood issues? get me a mood ring please...)

To dream that you get wet from the rain, indicates cleansing from your troubles and problems. Rain also symbolizes fertility and renewal. To see and hear rain falling, symbolizes forgiveness and grace. Falling rain may be a metaphor for tears, crying and sadness. To dream that you are watching the rain from a window, indicates that spiritual ideas and insights are being brought to you awareness. It may also symbolize fortune and love. (wait fortune and love..?!)

To dream that you are caught in a mist, indicates that there is some confusion and uncertainty in your waking life. You need some clarity in a situation. To see others caught in a mist, signifies that you will gain from the misfortune of others. (misfortune... that's nice...)
To see a tiger in your dream, represents power and your ability to exert it in various situations. The dream may also indicate that you to take more of a leadership role. Alternatively, the tiger represents female sexuality, aggression, and seduction. (WAT THE CRAP?! SEDUCTION?! O.O um I prefer leadership...)
To see dandelions in your dream, foretells of pleasurable surroundings and joyous future for you and your lover. (I don't have a boyfriend stupid dream interpreter...)

To dream that you are floating on air, indicates your contentment and acceptance of some situation. You are letting go of your problems or worries and just going with the flow. As a result, you are experiencing new-found freedom. You will rise above your obstacles that may presently seem overwhelming. Alternatively, it suggests that you wandering through life aimlessly with no goals.(wandering aimlessly eh? sounds a bit like me...)

To dream of outer space, represents your creativity. It may also indicate that something or someone has just came out of nowhere. (anything come out of nowhere lately?)

To see a comet in your dream, indicates that you need to move on and free yourself from emotional and physical burdens. Charge forward toward your goals. (what goals?)

(WE ALREADY DID RAIN...)


To dream that you are in tears, signifies that a healing of some sort is taking place in your life. The tears symbolize compassion, emotional healing and spiritual cleansing. Alternatively, tears may indicate pain. To see a teardrop in your dream, represents previous wisdom you have learned and remembered. (I had wisdom?! wow)

To see a spider in your dream, indicates that you are feeling like an outsider in some situation. Or that you may want to keep your distance and stay away from an alluring and tempting situation. The spider is also symbolic of feminine power. Alternatively, a spider may refer to a powerful force protecting you against your self-destructive behavior.(ugh looking for a picture for a spider was soooo creepy... people had their bites posted and creepy black widows with hundreds of babies... O.O)

OK! so I'm exploring my emotions, and having emotional issues and I'm forcing myself to deal with them. I'm peaceful and have a spiritual guide through my problems.My troubles are then being cleansed, or I am receiving forgiveness and grace. I am confused adn uncertain adn need to have someone help me clear the situation. Leadership and power, totally cool. Not much of a leader but I can handle it XP Maybe I'll just have happiness? Cuz I don't have a lover XD I've accepted life, have a new-found freedom, and are aimlessly wandering. I am creative and something has surprised me in life? I need to free myself from emotional and physical problems and reach for my goal; okay sure. I am healing from something but in pain. Apparently I had wisdom that I now remember. I feel like an outsider and want people to leave me alone. Either I am powerful or someone else is powerful and protecting me because I'm being self-destructive. That actually sounds a bit correct XD At least half of it... anyways! THAT WAS A LONG POST!! WOW!! ok um ya XP
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random blabbing...

Dude I've been plugged into my mp3 for like the last week XDD it's still as random as ever, and I think some songs I never had before have found their way onto my mp3 cuz I have no clue what half these songs are XDD I'm listening to Papercut by Linkin Park right now, though :D feel good, I updated my fic last night and I didn't sleep at all. I super sleepy right now but I don't wanna go to bed XP Had a cool book idea and I just edited my post a minute ago it told you about it but my mom pointed out people could take the idea because it's not copy righted DX so sorry I took the actual idea off XP and my song just ended and... Perfect World by Simpleplan came on! yayz love this song XP I'm also reading New Moon again because I dunno, I had this sudden urge to read it! lol my friend Stevvie got a shih tzu and he's black and white and fluffy and his name is Buckeye!! OMG HE'S SO CUTE!! lol and his name use to be Travis but they changed it because he didn't respond to Travis at all, apparently XD we took him on like 3 walks because we had nothing better to do! and then we watched a bunch of Whose Line is it Anyway!! hurray for comedy! RIMA IS THE GODDESS OF COMEDY!! LOL I just say the word comedy and went "Rima..." *yawn* Ima gonna go now... oh and right as I leave Photograph (by Nickelback) comes on XD I don't wanna listen to it * changes* now the song is...Prelude 12/21! CHA MAN!! lol I go surfer!!
hang 10~screamer

NEW MOON HOLY...

HOLY CRUMBCAKEZ!! HAS ANYONE SEEN NEW MOON?! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! btw no spoilers ahead, I don't want to ruin it for anyone who's gonna go see it :) BUT HOLY CRUMBCAKE TAYLOR LAUTNER HAS GOTTEN BUFF! DEAR LORD!! DUDE I AM SHAKING I'M SO PSYCHED!! don't think I''m a twitard, I'm not, but I read the books and yes I am a fan, and I have to admit they did a pretty good job with the movie ;P Chris Weitz is AMAZING!!! the werewolves looked pretty good too ^^ anyways, enough with the Team Werewolf... I'm listening to Onegirl Revolution by Superchick XP oh wait no Super Massive Black Holes just played... GO MUSE!! lol anyways anyone else totally pumped about Thanksgiving break??? Personally, I think Thanksgiving is horrible >> I mean if you kept you with your history, most of those Indians were dying of disease and it was somewhat horrific. Small pox... fever... lotz of horrible things O.O I totally like turkey though XP and stuffing... yumz ^^ CRANBERRIES!! *screams* God is a girl by Tatu is playing now... huh XP ya my MP3 screen broke so I have no idea when songs are gonna come on! I have to randomly click buttons till it works :D anyways I'm gonna go, Shugo Chara is coming out soon!! I'll update about the episode as soon as it's out XPP
SCREAMER OUT!! (is screaming like a fangirl cuz she admits, Screamer totally waz XD)

Glee and other daily things ^^

OMG!! I just watched Glee today (cuz I couldn't watch it yesterday >>) IT WAS AWESOME!!! lol Ballad was so funny and super depressing!! Quinn got kicked out... Mercedes knows Puck is da Daddy... Finn CRIED!! Kurt confessed to Finn (lol I♥Kurt) and a whole bunch of other stuff! Sorry if you don't watch Glee and my rant was a waste of time XP anyways on to "daily" things... I still haven't done my homework :D gonna do it tomorrow at the library (I practically live there...) so dur! blah I had pizza for dinner but it tasted bad and I had to make dinner for my siblings, and help them with their homework, and put them to bed, and all in between those things because my Mom got sick :( not that I mind; I adore them they're so cute!! Jeez, the way I talk about them you'd think they were 3... HA~ lol anyone gonna see Newmoon? My MOM was more excited than me XP she was freaking out and talking about how she reserved tickets and all this other stuff... but I'm happy she's happy :P oh and did I say this last time? I dunno but I finished reading Fruits Basket! FINALLY!! that took me FOREVER!! I read like the first 50 chapters last year, forgot about it, then finished the rest in a week :D I'm awesome XP gonna go watch some Anime, so peace out!
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more homework?! life hates me...

lol pretend this picturer is me, doing my crazy amounts of homework! thanks goodness I finished math... and English I still have tonz! plus we started a project in English!! ugh anyone read Out of the Dust?? UGH IT'S SO ANNOYING!! I'm open for all sorts of books, and I would probably lovw this book if we didn't have vocabulary words for it, and projects, and tests, and have to annotate it! why can't we just ENJOY the book?! IT'S THAT WHAT BOOKS ARE FOR?! jeezums and a bucket of fish... xD anyways I'm gonna finish this up real quick so I can go finish my homework and read Fruits Basket on Mangafox!! I made it to chapter 126 baby! WHOOT! so much suspense... O.O oh ya and my dad is having a meeting in our living room >> and it's so annoying because they all say "Oh is this your daughter? She's so cute!" I'M 13 DON'T GIVE ME THAT CRAP!! and "Oh she's so grown-up she looks just like her mom!" I've heard the whole mom things THOUSANDS OF TIMES!! and I am far from grown up!! plus side, dad ordered boxes of pizzas!! I ate a whole pizza by myself and sang j-pop while I ate!! I think I freaked out the meeting people XDD well, I needed some form of revenge!! till next time, if I'm not buried under homework that is...
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...after the choir concert...

so after we got back from the choir concert (which he did awesome with all his little friends onstage XDD) I finished most of my homework (jeez I had lots of that stuff...) and now I'm back online! only now I'm angry at fanfiction cuz it won't open and I wanna read WantingFreedom's new chapter (if you watch Shugo Chara and are a Rimahiko fan check her out of fanfiction!) anyways I'm texting my friend right now and she said she wasn't pretty today and was a mess because she forgot to wear make up. So I decided to tell her she was naturally beautiful and amazingly pretty; I told her she didn't need makeup to cover her real beauty. I then realized I sounded cheesy. But she told me I made her day and that I was pretty as well, and then we continued saying nice things to each other XP It made me feel good to tell her those thing as well as her hear her tell me nice things ^^ so if you're reading this, you should go out of your way to tell someone they're an important part in your life and that you care XP man that all sounded chessy but I needed the creepy happiness out of my system :P really though take it seriously! I'm gonna go watch something on youtube now (my friend wantes me to XP)remember, a little kindness can go far!
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ok really?!

the one day I have so much to do... I GET TONZ OF HOMEWORK!! I shouldn't even be online right now! I have a whole bunch of math (RAWR DIE MATH) have to annotate like a million pages (again DIE!!) and I need to finish my Math Essentials (if you don't have, you're lucky >>) but today I have to finish it all super quick because my little brother (aw he's so cute he's 11) has a choir concert down at his school and I really wanted to go, cuz I'm just such a dedicated big sister ^^ so right now I'm doing all my hw, blogging, reading new fanfic chapters, listening to Shugo Chara alubm, eating, and banging my head against my desk! I AM A MULTI-TASKER!! ok ok enough blogging I'm gonna go finish my hw *sweatdrops* ugh homework...
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AGAIN!

wassup? I'm trying another blog... again xDD last time it didn't go so well, considering how I forgot what my old blog was called... and what site it was on... and all other important stuff that goes with it *shrugs* ah who cares anyway? This is my new one, I will not forget it (well I won't make any promises)... but I have no life so maybe I'll just end up updating it all the time XP Mostly I'll post things about my everyday life (because we all know how interesting mine is!) or about some of the Anime I'm currently interesting in or the Manga I'm reading :D my random blah #1 for this week is... we played with my hacky sack today since we couldn't go outside during tennis, and we somehow ended up playing volleyball, and then switching to monki-in-the-middle! Don't ask me because up till this moment I'm still confused how it happened xD gotta run, since I haven't done Spanish hw yet (watch me come back on and go on Fanfic.net)
pieces! screamer~